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How Off-Roading A Smart Fortwo Completely Changed My Life

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A common question that I get is why do I love the Smart Fortwo so much? Car enthusiasts will rightfully point out its less-than-optimal fuel economy and how its small size makes it a good choice for a seemingly dwindling number of Americans. The little Smart Fortwo has always been more than just a car to me. Instead, these cars feel more like the warm embrace of a good friend. They’re forever intertwined with my identity for a number of reasons. A Smart was not just the place where “Mercedes” was born, but where I found a part of myself that I didn’t know existed. Taking a Smart Fortwo off-road changed my life.

This story first takes us back to Halloween 2014. I came out as transgender to what was originally warming support. But it didn’t last long and before I knew it I was losing just about everyone in my life. My best friends tried to force me to be a man at a wedding that was going to take place two years in the future. I couldn’t fathom why it was happening. You’d think that your best friends of all people would be there for you. But they clearly weren’t, and with a heavy heart I decided to end over a decade-long friendship. Later, I would find out that they spread a rumor that I just went “crazy” against them, which probably explains why others in the friend circle never reached out.

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Relatives weren’t any better. Something that I will never forget is the sharp pain of hearing a relative tell me that I killed their family member. You also never forget hearing “I can never love you again” coming from someone you care about. For a while, I was alone and had to live with a loving member of Opposite-Lock just to escape the heartbreak and attempts at conversion therapy.

In a still vulnerable state and desperate for something resembling positive feedback I did the most boneheaded thing that I’ve ever done. In 2017, I cosigned for a comically bad subprime business loan pretending to be a mortgage. The damage to my credit was so catastrophic that I’m still recovering from it today. And somehow that wasn’t even the worst thing to happen. I’m not even mentioning toxic relationships or a roommate drawn to a violent felonious lifestyle. I’m talking someone who had a life goal of constructing a makeshift drug lab in my basement and protecting it with an illegal firearm. These events and more brought me to the absolute lowest part of my life. There was not a day that I didn’t cry and that I didn’t fear for my safety.

Now it’s 2018. I was more than three years into my new life and I promised myself that I would rise above what brought me down. I moved out of that horrible house. Instead, I went my own way. I rented my own apartment and treated myself to getting a motorcycle license.

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I followed it up with my first motorcycle, a Buell Blast. The little Buell was followed up by an epic vintage Honda Gold Wing, a Suzuki GS850G, and even a Yamaha DT175. Life was turning in the right direction and I was feeling accomplished. The therapist that I had since 2015 concluded that I no longer needed her services.

One thing that I never had was confidence. It was something that I didn’t have before transition and those years in a series of unfortunate events didn’t make anything better. I was a hot mess and more risk-averse than even the most conservative legal departments. And I didn’t know it, but I never really tapped into my true abilities or personality. Many people saw me as the old me, but more or less with a new coat of paint.

Little did I know that it would take one event and one little car to change that.

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Sometime that year, reader and Opposite-Lock denizen Shop Teacher posted about taking an old Geo Metro on an adventure. He went on an endurance rally called the Gambler 500. The goal? Make a $500 beater survive 500 miles, much of it off-road. Along the way you’d pick up trash and make new friends.

The concept seemed amazing to me, and I had to participate. As luck would have it, 2018 had two Gambler 500s in Illinois, and fall was coming right around the corner. Shop Teacher, his friend, and I decided to partake in the fall run. But instead of cars, we’d do it riding aboard a trio of cheap scooters. They acquired beat examples of the cult-classic Honda Helix while I found myself a 150cc Chinese clone of a Honda Ruckus.

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My little “Chuckus” hadn’t run in four years, but all it took was a new $20 carburetor and a $20 battery to bring it back to life. I speed-tested the little guy and it got up to 55 mph, which was good enough for me.

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But the little scoot did have one problem that I couldn’t fix in time for the rally, and it was the fact that it rode on bald tires. The Gambler team that welcomed me in their ranks told me to just bring new tires with me and they’d mount them the night before at camp.

Of course, I should have known that there wasn’t a chance at getting those tires installed. Everyone got sloppy drunk at camp and someone set the tires on fire to try to bead them. That’s about as far as things got. But I’m happy that things went down like that because what happened next would change my life.

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The next morning I was faced with the tough reality that if I was going to do this Gambler 500, I would have to do it from my trusty 2012 Smart Fortwo, not from the scooter. I bought the little car new and it has served me so well. There was no way that I could hurt it off-road. I had visions of the poor thing tumbling down hills and getting totaled. But I drove hours from home to do this, so I said screw it, I’ll make it work.

 

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One of the first stops on this rally was an off-road park was The Cliffs Insane Terrain in LaSalle County, Illinois. I had never been to an off-road park before. Hell, I had never been off-road before! And here I was at a park notorious for killing cars.

My team had somewhat scattered, so I had nobody with me. Still, I gave the park’s employee at the gate my money and they pointed me to the trail that I was supposed to go up to start my trek. I tapped my smart’s steering wheel, thanked it for being an awesome car, then put the hammer down.

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This trail entrance was unforgiving on its own, being steep with rocky ruts and tall ledges to climb up. I didn’t see the Smart with its low ground clearance making it. But learning in real-time, it hit me that these cars are tiny, with practically no overhangs. So I could just drive around anything that looked too bad. And the steps were actually doable because there wasn’t a front end to scrape.

The little Smart made it through the opening trail with ease, amazing not just the park’s owners but other people at the Gambler, too. I mean, this was a completely stock car looking like the driver had followed a bad Apple Maps direction.

My Fortwo’s tiny size, short wheelbase, and no overhangs proved to be a winning combination at this park. I saw obstacles, calculated what it would take for my little car to get through without damage, then did it. And every time it worked out my mind was blown.

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In fairness, The Cliffs had manicured the trails prior to our arrival. This meant that the trails were easier than usual. But that somehow didn’t stop the park from killing countless vehicles. Some Subarus hydrolocked while a Geo Metro lost a control arm and a Buick Century lost an entire rear axle.

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Somewhere else, a Mercury Cougar exploded like in the movies. But the little Smart? It couldn’t be stopped.

Deep in the park, an RV was given a full send through a valley and collapsed on the other side. This caused a blockage that required cars to go through a bypass. This bypass was meant for ATVs and wasn’t manicured before the event. A log lodged in the bypass killed that Buick’s axle. But the Smart? Its tiny size meant that I just drove around it. Later in the bypass were two ruts, dug in presumably by Jeeps or trucks giving it full skinny pedal to make it through mud. There was no way the Smart could have made it through the ruts. But as it happened, the hump in the middle was perfect to be straddled by something with a narrow track, like a Smart.

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Later, I made it down a rock wall without a single scratch. The park’s owners were baffled as to how, as even lifted Jeeps couldn’t get down without high-siding at least a little.

I didn’t know it, but this was bolstering confidence that I didn’t even know that I had. One single lap of the park had killed about half of the 100-car or so field, but my Smart did so well that I took it on a second and a third lap.

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Later that Gambler, I used my Smart’s towing hitch to pull a Ford F-250 around a gas station. The little car was also instrumental in saving a bunch of Gamblers stuck in deep mud in a dark forest. So long as I kept it near redline it didn’t get stuck in mud, and I was able to discover a way out for those stuck people. I was paid for my services in cheap beer.

By Sunday morning I felt like a new person. This event was so outside of my comfort zone that I couldn’t even wrap my head around what I just did. But myself and the little car survived two off-road parks and a huge road trip and neither of us were worse for wear. And to think, the original plan was to do a milder rally on a scooter.

 

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After that rally, I thought that if I could do that then I could do anything that I wanted. My newfound confidence gave me the power to do whatever I put my mind to and by extension, be who I wanted to be. If it was that fun getting out of my shell just to off-road a Smart, then what awaits if I just let myself be who I think I really am? I never expected it, but the Gambler unintentionally taught me to never be afraid to be the person that I wanted to be, not the person that I thought I needed to be.

I would return to the Illinois Gambler again the very next year, where I would finally succeed rallying a scooter on the trip.

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Armed with the knowledge that I’m more powerful than I think, I took that little Honda Elite 150D on an off-road adventure, going where few scooters before it have been. The Smart got to go a second time, too, and did just as wonderful as it did the year before. In the end, the Mercedes you know today was truly unleashed. I came out of the other end thinking that the future was more in my hands than I previously thought. The future is what I would make it to be.

Fast-forward to today and here I am, publishing stories that I love to write and that you love to read. I found friends who love me and I love right back. I found the love of my life, and I even have my family back. It’ll be hard to forget my experiences between 2015 and 2017, but now I always look towards the future and for what’s next. And for that, I have to thank one crazy off-road event for cracking that shell.

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Ricardo Mercio
Ricardo Mercio
1 year ago

Now I’m just thinking about how great a smart would look with some truck-like welded tube bumpers and ATV tires.

BC
BC
1 year ago

I love this story. Can’t say I love Smarts, but I love this.

Doctor Nine
Doctor Nine
1 year ago

I always enjoy stories about how people found out who they really are through vehicular adventure. And this is a pretty good one too. You are a very interesting person. Great having you on Autopian.

That said, I’m not a fan of SmartCars. On, or off road.

You be you and all that. But my congruence with your motoring intersectionality is more buses and bikes.

Pitdoggie
Pitdoggie
1 year ago

Just awesome your here… I love how DT, JT and BB have opened up this site to everyone, not cluttered it with BS and are allowing the writers to tell stories. Stories that keep us all connected around cars, motorcycles, electric golf cart/cars, taillights and all written around our obsession…

I have to start looking for some more fun cars…

Thanks Mercedes !!

stubdaddy
stubdaddy
1 year ago

Glad you are still writing about cars/vehicles somewhere. I hope the break from Jalopnik wasn’t a bad one. I’m glad you shared this story and I’m happy there are more voices here at the autopian. As much as I like Jason and David, I appreciate more voices/writing perspectives. Add a SmartCar obsessive to the Jeep and Chang Li obsessive.

I feel like you three need to run a vehicle at a lemons event and catalog everything that happens. But, do the event with a vehicle/brand none of you currently own one of so we get something fresh to read about in the run up. That would make one heck of a series in my mind. Anyway, thanks for the article.

Liam Greenwood
Liam Greenwood
1 year ago

Reading about your issues with your family is around the time I first found Oppo. Your writing over the years makes me feel like I have known you for a long time, even though we havent’ actually met. I am so happy that you are so confident in yourself and happy in your life these days.

Chris with bad opinions
Chris with bad opinions
1 year ago

I don’t think it can be said enough how impressive this story is and how wonderful you are. Like so many others I’m glad to have you here and love reading your stuff. The positivity fits so well here.

Someguyinmi
Someguyinmi
1 year ago

I’ve always wondered about the legend and lore of Mercedes and the Smarts, it seemed absent on Jalop. Thank you for sharing.

Justin Grady
Justin Grady
1 year ago

Hey Mercedes, I am so glad you are here! Your story is inspiring and keep rollin’ the Smart.

Nycbjr
Nycbjr
1 year ago

we love you, Mercedes! thx for sharing this story with us. Shame you were treated that way!! so glad you are here on this site, your contributions are already being felt!

Dave Horchak
Dave Horchak
1 year ago
Reply to  Nycbjr

Yeah Vehicross mention. Were you a member of Vehicross.info back in the day?

GodOfBiscuits
GodOfBiscuits
1 year ago

I am so glad you told this story and I am glad that you have found happiness. It is very inspiring. Good on you for sending that Smart. I don’t think I would be able to do it.

If you are ever in the San Diego area, we can off road my VehiCross!

Dave Horchak
Dave Horchak
1 year ago
Reply to  GodOfBiscuits

Yeah Vehicross mention. Were you a member of Vehicross.info back in the day?

BonusCarSeatPeanut
BonusCarSeatPeanut
1 year ago

Hooray for you, Mercedes! I’m glad you wrote this article, because I have people in my life that I want to share it with, and I’m certain that they will find it very inspirational! <3

Bo Monroe
Bo Monroe
1 year ago

Wow, thanks for sharing your story. It had to have taken a bit of guts to hit “submit” on this one.

Rollin Hand
Rollin Hand
1 year ago

OK, I loved this site from day one (DT and Torch, what’s not to like?).

I loved it more when Mercedes joined up.

I loved it more when I read this story.

I loved it more-er when I read the comments on this story.

GROUP HUG EVERYONE!!!!

Forbestheweirdo
Forbestheweirdo
1 year ago

Wow. Just Wow. Thank you foe sharing Mercedes, and thank you for having the courage to be you no matter what others said or did. Also, thank you for joining us here at the Autopian! Your stories were awesome and inspirational at that other site, your antics (you own 17-19 freaking vehicles, and just told us about offroading a smart, yes, antics is the appropriate word) and the WCSIB were the only things I missed when I bailed on them to come here. Glad to have you here now!

Thank you to the commenters for being so awesome as well. This site is amazing!

Do You Have a Moment To Talk About Renaults?
Do You Have a Moment To Talk About Renaults?
1 year ago

This is an amazing story that brought me to tears as much as it made me crack up laughing. You’re a wonderful woman, Mercedes. It’s awesome that it was the car community that first accepted who you are. Car people can be pretty toxic and discriminating sometimes, and I always felt like the support you found on Oppo to be an amazing sign of things changing for the better.

For what it’s worth, I think I know how you must’ve felt when you realised you did laps around a gruesome offroad event that killed a few cars in a little stock Smart. I have found myself in a couple of situations that forced me to do some gruesome off-roading in my beloved Renault 4 (including doing an insane trail full or rocks, tree stumps and protruding roots up the side of a mountain – in reverse), and I remember the confidence boost and sheer joy of overcoming those obstacles; these moments truly made me feel confident about what I can do, which is not something that happens very often, to be honest.

I also have to add that I got goosebumps over some of the comments sharing similar stories of coming out as LGBTQ+. It probably takes an insane amount of courage and I wish you all nothing but the best. As an ally, living in these times when we see actual change makes me feel very hopeful for the future. Still a long way to go, of course, and change happens at a different pace in different places, so I won’t lean back and pretend that homophobia and transphobia are magically over. It’s an ongoing battle we must keep fighting it.

Happy pride month everyone!

MikeInTheWoods
MikeInTheWoods
1 year ago

Mercedes, first of all it’s great you made it over to the Autopian. This story hit me right in the feels. Going out into the woods with a vehicle and getting stuck and unstuck gave me more confidence then years of therapy. I still struggle but not as much these days. I’m glad in addition to the Gambler litter that was picked up you could dump some of that unneeded mental baggage that “others” were trying to push on you. Life is short, life it your way. I was driving my DelSol to get pizza last night and met another DelSol owner. He’s only got 4-ish months to live with terminal cancer so he bought the fun little car he wanted for 15 years. I’m sad he waited 50 years to treat himself, but glad he did while he still could.

Tommy Helios
Tommy Helios
1 year ago

Mercedes, and everyone in the comments:
This site hasn’t been up that long but I love it more with each passing day. Being in the VW community and growing up around muscle cars it always seemed so exclusionary but I feel like things are slowly coming around a corner and appreciate that we have an awesome welcoming community where rust eaters, taillight fetishists and anyone else who walks in the damn door can feel welcome and included. Love your stories, keep them coming and can’t wait to meet you in person. If it’s a good weekend I’ll drop over 9000 on gas to get the f150 up to Michigan.

Barry
Barry
1 year ago

I can’t post pictures, so just imagine the supportive transgender rat here (the “that’s so cool!” one)

Also, your smart car adventures make me want to chop 15 inches out of the wheelbase of an old Wrangler, for science.

Amschroeder5
Amschroeder5
1 year ago

Mercedes, you go girl!

I’ll confess I’ve never been able to get over (and probably never will) how subpar Smart fuel economy is (particularly for running premium), but this adventure (both literary and physical) definitely has given a different level of appreciation for what is indeed a pretty tiny thrasher to putz around with and have a great time.

Can’t wait to read more about them and your other vehicle adventures!

Phil Layshio
Phil Layshio
1 year ago

Didn’t know you had transitioned, although I guess you’ve dropped a few hints. Hearing your families reaction was heartbreaking, and I hope they see what they’re losing. If not, we will be your family now. Keep doing what you do; you do it very well.

Gary Lynch
Gary Lynch
1 year ago

I’m of the ilk that doesn’t care of you are transgender or Transylvanian. Be yourself and be happy. And we appreciate your efforts on Autopian. May they continue for as long as you want.

Although realize that you seem to be having waaaayyyy to much fun! Folk will want to hear much more…

Mark Tucker
Mark Tucker
1 year ago

Every hero needs an origin story…

mikeS
mikeS
1 year ago

Mercedes your writing is awesome, I was truly bummed out when I saw your departure article just thinking wow, going to miss her. And then like magic you pop up on my new favorite Autopian along with two of the best writers. Very cool, Autopian is definitely rocking it with your addition.

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